I dreamed the world ended, but love remained

Woke up in tears, rethinking life I had a dream where the world ended and the earth was falling apart. In my dream, my state along with a few other parts of the world were the last remaining. My boyfriend continually appeared in my dreams showering with gifts and love and comfort. My parents kept telling me they had a space ship and there was potential that other people were in space looking for a new home. My area had a community building with dinners and youth activities to comfort people unknowing when the last day would be. My family ultimately decided to peacefully end life all together with sources this community center offered. Towards the end of my dream they broke the news to us and said to enjoy your last couples days as much as you can. And my heart sank. I was so young, I hadn’t started a family or got the joy of marriage, I didn’t get to achieve any dreams yet, and I realized I had so many plans for myself. I was heart broken because there was too many things i didn’t get to do yet. Then the last part of my dream was fear. I am born and raised religious, but it was the uncertainty of death. Like “wow I’m actually going to know for myself what’s after all of this.” Strangely enough my heart broke more for my boyfriend. I was scared he would live out these uncertain days alone. And i didn’t feel ready to move on from life.